Yeah I didn't post a few days.
Things are still going good. Biggest problem yesterday was not wanting to eat, had to force myself.
Weight for today...259.8

Tried to make sure I got all my calories in today. I think I was a little short yesterday and I didn't loose much last night. I kept on track today.
I fixed the boys and Joey steak tonight. I didn't think it would bother me but once they were done I wanted just a bite so bad! I told Joey he was going to have to come and fix their plates cause I was walking away. And walk away I did...withOUT a bite.
Weight for today...261.2

Once I published this I realized I didn't post yesterday. My weight for yesterday was...261.8

Had a disappointment this morning, didn't lose any. I don't know if this is just my first stall or if it is from not eating enough yesterday and not getting in my 500 calories. I made sure I done things right again today..I hope. I say I hope because I ordered something called Miracle Noodles and had them for dinner along with my chicken and veggie. They really are strange but filling. As a matter of fact I was stuffed and I only ate half a pack.
So weight for today is ...263.0 :-(

Thankfully my screw up yesterday didn't mess with my weight loss, I still lost over a pound!
Today has been a shitty day on the home front so I have only eaten once, hope the lack of calories doesn't screw anything up.
Weight for today...263.0

For some reason I have had a few cravings today but nothing I couldn't handle. I never cheated and stuck firmly to the plan. I am afraid I may have made a goof though and the scale will show it in the morning. I had grilled chicken with a side of cherry tomatoes for lunch. Then for supper since I had some of the organic tomatoes left over from last night I made myself bean-less chili again. I totally forgot about how you are not suppose to eat the same veggie twice in one day! Oops! I hope this does not make me gain. I will be more careful and plan my full day of meals out at a time now so I do not screw up like this again.
Weight for today...264.2

Good diet day. Felt a little run down around 2 PM but bounced back.
Made myself bean-less chili for dinner and it was really good. Used the leanest ground beef I could find. Canned, organic tomatoes, and chili powder. I ate the allowed melba toast with it.
On a personal note things suck but that is another post.
Weight for today...265.0

Back dating this post cause I was so sleepy last night I didn't update. Didn't sleep well the night before. Not the diet's fault but the puppy's fault. So I went to sleep early.
Weight for today...265.8

Seems nerve pill did not make me sleepy or hung over today. Good to know.
Didn't even eat a meal until aroun 2 PM. Just really wasn't hungry enough to fool with cooking till then. I know I do not need to make a habit of that cause then I had to turn around and eat dinner again by 6. I have to get my calories in or this will not work.
Joey came home today. Fixed dinner for him and the kids. That was rough..to cook and not taste anything but I did it! Not even a taste. When it was done I filled Marcus and Bre's plates and left the kitchen. I went and took a bath while they were eating so I wouldn't be tempted to have 'just a bite'.
Weight for today...266.6

OK day today. Hunger was bearable. I was awake when the alarm went off this morning and wasn't tired. Had to pick Marcus up from tutoring so I thought I would take an easy out by having someone else cook the kids dinner. Brought them back chicken strips and fries. It was rough smelling that on the ride home. Even harder not picking just one fry off of one of their plates but I didn't.
This is the kind of stuff that is usually on a private post but I will share a little here. Very chaotic, noisy evening. Felt like my nerves were going to jump out of my skin so I caved and took a nerve pill around 6:45 PM. I guess we will see how it effects my sleep tonight and if I am a zombie tomorrow or not.
Weight for today...267.4

Tired, so tired and sleepy this morning. When the alarm went off I was dead asleep. I had to drag myself out from under the covers. Luckily I have a bulldog puppy sleeping with me that still does not have control of his bladder when awake, that I used as my motivation to get his booty and my own up and at em.
After I dropped the kids off at school I made a quick trip to W-M. I felt like I had to pick up some Corn Huskers for my dry skin (found out it does not contain oil, yeah!) and a small George Foreman grill. I was half asleep on the drive up there and during the shopping trip I think. I came back home and crashed for a few hours then.
Still trying to figure out why I was so tired...Is it the lack of calories? Is it my body's response to no caffeine? Somehow between the diet and weight loss, do I not need my Ambien or other nerve pills that I take at night? Usually without them I simply do not sleep but since I am messing with my body's chemistry are the pills too much for my system now? I guess this is the bad thing about not going to a doctor cause I have no medical expert to consult. Well the company I bought the injections off of have a 'doctor' but I really don't know have much faith I put in that.
On the positive side though the rash is pretty much gone today and my hunger hasn't been near as bad. Maybe I was too tired to eat!
I fixed cheeseburgers for the kids (and dogs...don't judge me)and it really didn't bother me. Actually kinda grossed me out to see the meat floating in all that fatty grease.
Weight for today....268.8